I think the problem is that I’m stuck waiting for him to do something, to make a move, to say the perfect thing and the problem is that I shouldn’t be that girl…the one who sits and waits for him.
I should be independent. I should think clearly and consistently without having my mind jump straight back to him. Yeah, falling for someone like that is the hardest thing to do…and the stupidest thing is that the thing standing in my way is fear of losing him, the fear of rejection, the fear that I might lose a friend that means everything to me.
I want to be everything to him, but I’m not. I’m not the kind of girl he needs and I’ll never be that girl.
You know how misleading TVD can be. Don’t take her saying, “letting go” mean that its the end for them. It is not. I can guarantee this. The show has been focused on them for so long because they want us to root for them, they want us to be torn/angry over them when they are not together. They want us to go through all these emotions. This is what makes them so powerful. They are just building more angst so when they do get back together, it’ll be that much more amazing. Haven’t you noticed the pattern with most shows and their love triangles? It usually ends the same way. We can’t have Stelena end game already. They are the power couple of the show, things would get boring if they were lovey dovey all the time. (Hence why Damon is thrown in the mix). Most people would lose interest, even as Stelena fans.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE don’t give up!!!
I hope this made sense. =I
for Elena. He hurt himself, again for Elena. He fought until there was no more strenght left. And now he’s “old Damon”…
Love for Elena and her love for him will turn his heart back ON…again, juss wait and see.
My stelena is flawless.